father forgive me for i have sinned

hey. good morning! halfway through my pile of coffee... sitting in a vintage Britney Oops! tour teeshirt & feeling pretty excited. im off of work again today!
I spent all last night making my own personalized dvd for Madonna's sticky and sweet tour. i got the HD rip from the SKY1 broadcast and i spent all night designing the dvd menus so that they'd be pretty. I was supposed to go visit my friend but my sister prevented that from happening. Thats the worst thing about coming home for the summer, I have to put up with her even though i tried in every way possible to cut her out of my life. I guess blood is actually thicker than water.
Did you ever just feel like everyone was against you. thats how im feeling right now. I feel as if my bestie takes me for granted, majorly.I feel like my online friend don't care enough about me anymore. I feel like my sister is a jealous queen and my parents are in the dumps. so, everything just sort of sucks at the moment. I feel sort of stuck in a rut. its like, i cant officially escape until in done my undergrad. Then i'll have legit reason to leave everything behind.
for one i realize that im going to have to move somewhere where there's a lot more people. Nova Scotia, especially in my neck of the woods, isnt right for me at this time in my life. Although its a beautiful and quiet place.
Anyways.. i guess im off to find something better to do with my time this morning. Maybe go to the gym, also known as my basement.

You Must Love Me

Wow.. its morning.. well, its 10. Coffee has been made and its my day off. Started tragically. My dad got upset with me for using his credit card much more than he intended me to. Which i feel bad for. Im 21 and shouldnt be doing this to my dad... how very senior year of me, Its just easier for all parties involved.
Summer so far has been tragic though. The weather in Nova Scotia sucks. Its always windy or cold... the only good tanning days are the days you can go to your local tanning beds. Aha.
I just finished watching a video of Madonna cry because of the accident that happened during the setup of one of her shows. Two men, both by the name of Charles, died. More info
Tragic. Hard to watch the queen in tears.
Speaking of queen... whats up with Perez calling Lady Gaga the new princess of pop. Doesnt he realize that my bb Brit is just getting started. Shes on a massive world tour and owning. Lady Gaga is the Joker of pop. She's only entertaining the royals.

STFU Perez! His ass is so lame anyways.. he doesnt even write his own entries. I loved it when he faced drama with a derogatory slur while a heated argument in Toronto after the MMVA's. I loved this because it showed the true monster he was, his true colors. I was hoping he'd be boycotted forever... obviously the whole thing blew over which is ridiculous. He is a hateful human being and this is probably the last time im going to be talking about him.
On a higher note... a new Pharell track just leaked. The dude from n.e.r.d. called 'despicable me' but it sounds like its looped. who knows. either way, he is sooo cute. just the cutest. I saw photo's of him chillin with Kanye last week.

They seem cute. I have no idea why Kanye is dating that Amber person, especially after the whole Chris Brown kisses at diddys white party.


i mean.. they seemed to be together at the BET awards...
Drop that hoe. Although i find her stunning, and totally Kanye's type... i mean, from what i've seen of him. Whatever, maybe they have a 'special' relationship, right?

they look awesome together... she must be the greatest accessory EVER! aha.. you know im right.
Either way. I have a new obsession. He is GORGEOUS! eff.
his personal website is http://avanjogia.com/ so im guessing is name is Avan which is a gorgeous name to begin with. either way, look at this young lamb...

wow. stunner. oh.. he's always with that girl from Zoey 101 which is funny.. she looks like his sister... he better not be dating her... so restricted at such a young age. He needs to be out there. Stay far away from disney, buddy. you could make it big and own some of your dignity at the same time. The point is, i thought i'd share. enjoy.

Coming back, looking delicious.

Wow... long, long year. Im back though. SO excited bbz. Its been forever. I havent forgotten about you. I had a wonderful academic year. Im now going to be in my fourth year university. Ahh! :) Excellent roommate last year. She was adorable, so was her boyfriend. Im totally excited to start school again. Right now im home for the summer. Im loving it so far. Mom moved out of the house.. she finally left dad. Luckily she only moved into our apartments next door, which we own so it isnt really that big of a deal. I guess it could have been a lot worst. Im working my old tourist bureau job that i had for the last four years. Moved to Halifax in the beginning of last summer was the biggest mistake i have ever made in my life. I quickly moved home on june 12th and never looked back. I've been much happier ever since. My two besties are doing great. Im really close to one.. she's amazing and im so lucky to have her although her decisions arent always first rate, im sure she'll work on that. Right now its 3 am... My little 8 year old shih tzu is sleeping on the floor because shes totally mad that i stayed up this late. Usually she waits for me in bed until about 1:30AM and thens hes over it. God love her. Cant wait for the Louis Vuitton winter pieces btw. The new Damier Graphite winter collection looks stunning. Ahh. Looking forward to it. I got to see Britney Spears in March. It was a total dream come true. My girls and a friend all went to Montreal for the weekend to shop and see her. Greatest time ever. Love her. She's back bitches. Madonna's new sticky and sweet tour is a total pleasure of mine I downloaded the high definition rip of it yesterday and have been hooked ever since. It totally gets me pumped. Last summer i had a total eating disorder. I got rid of it when i got home, thankfully but at that point i had gotten quite thin. This year is my graduation/ring ceremony. I'm totally loving this look...

...and im almost positive thats the look im going for come december. So excited for the x-ring. Im thinking white gold. I wish i could make dad buy me a Cartier ring instead.
Im also loving Louis Vuittons monogramouflage trellis... but i cant seem to find it anywheres... that entire collection was limited edition though. Hopefully one day one comes around.

Michael Jackson is dead btw. I was him for halloween last year. I bought a genuine leather vintage thriller jacket off of ebay and loved it. such a fun halloween... but i cant believe he's gone. totally loved him all my life and always supported him. Rest in peace King.
okay, so its late and i should be getting to bed for real this time. Night!