Monsieur Beaubourg

HAHAHA.. i bought it!
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I named it Edward. aha. go figure.

in moderation.

ugh.. i hate this. i hate halifax. i find it boring and lame. i find the people predictable and its bothering me.
im bored bored. i miss my girls. i hate that we're so spread out.
i found something that i love though. Its the new louis vuitton beaubourg bag... in which i hope to purchase before the end of the summer. i cant go through next year without it, its gorgeous.
I stayed in this house all day.. except to get out for about 5 to run to Pete's Frootique's before it closed. I'll probably go out this weekend. I dont really want to. i feel more like im only going out to let people know that im actually doing something up here. I dont have a job... but i dont really want one... here. I want to just go home next month and have my old tourist bureau job again... or maybe even the C@P job.. and then be reunited with my poor jessie.. whose had to stay home all this time without me in bed with her.. that pitiful dog. Jessie's my shih tzu btw. Im obsessed with her.. shes the shit.

i feel as if i only came here to find a relay... or a boy... a companion? but once here i realized that they'll eventually find me. I have two great loves with my girlfriends and i have Jessie who i've left at home because i thought i had to be here.
Well its ten... i opted out of my movie night with kendra for this... so my rules for tonight is read as much as i can and do my best to stay away from all food until tomorrow.
& i think Ellen is a repeat.. again!